I am who I am so if you HATE me , then PISS OFF

F R U S T R A T I O N
1. Act of frustrating; state of being frustrated
2. An instance of being frustrated
3. Something that frustrates, as an unresolved
problem
4. A feeling of dissatisfaction, often accompanied
by anxiety or depression, resulting from
unfulfilled needs or unresolved problems
5. Something that serves to frustrate
6. A feeling of annoyance at being hindered or
criticized
7. The condition that results when an impulse or
an action is thwarted by an external or an
internal force
8. The blocking or thwarting of an impulse,
purpose, or action
9. A deep chronic sense or state of insecurity and
dissatisfaction arising from unresolved
problems or unfulfilled needs

One simple word yet there can be many meaning to it
What frustration are you experiencing now?
What does you so angry?
Why are you venting this anger this way?
What makes you so special to be able to express your feeling this way?
Do you think the whole world owe you a living?
Just whining and whining and throwing your tempers
Flaring about and letting it take over you

Slowly you are feeling down and out
The weariness sinks in
You still continue to feel frustrated
Deep inside yourself, you know that it would not solve anything
Yet it made you feel good
You could vent it on someone or something
So many form of expressions

But are you sure that is what you want?
To let everyone know the naked truth
That you are easily annoyed & full of anxiety
GO AHEAD

Show It
Shout it out
Throw it
Let it out
Leave nothing behind

Dun tie yourself to it
Cause you can't anchor the frustrations that you have
Throw it and Anchor your frustration
You can't compare your frustration

You Ain't Nothing Compared To Me

-------------------------

Me , Idris and Sean Foo @ MTV's Siloso
Beach Party 2006

Ushered the new year with a bang at sentosa
Countdowned with lotsa strangers
Had a lot of fun
Attended my first foam party
Lotsa Drama
Did 2 good deeds

Good Deed No 1

Angela & Me

There was this damsel in distress who was like waiting
for her friends to come bring her into the party. Quite
Poor thing..... and guess what ? She is like uber cute lah
So guess what this knight in shining armour did?
I gave her the extra ticket i had.... took a picture with her
and even got her phone number ^^
Turned out that she was from hong kong

So she managed to go in and find her friends
Saw her again while i was queuing to go into the wet zone
Chatted a bit and she thanked me for the ticket and went to
find her friends....
See ... i am nice... helped a foreigner and made her feel special
Angela Angela Angela
You made my day

Good Deed No 2
Sean's hp was spolit after kewal and soe sann dunk him into
sentosa waters which made him totally no mood to party anymore
So he decided to go home earlier so me , wei jian and idris accompanied
him to get our stuffs from the locker @ the toilet
After retrieving our stuffs, Wei Jian and Idris went back to spend the
F & B Voucher they had remaining
So Sean and me Stood there waiting for them cause Sean couldn't go back
in as he tore his wraistband off
Meanwhile... this malay guy fireman carry this gal who was like uber wasted
then her hp dropped....
the malay guy's friend help to pick it up while the malay guy put the gal
on the floor in front of the 2 entrance of the toilet
He proceeded to cover her mouth forcefully and keep telling her to shut up

I was like "WTF ... is that the way to treat a women?"
Then the 2 malay guy dragged her into the handicap toilet
Fearing for her safety .... i thought that she was going to be raped lah
I tried my luck and push the door to peep into the handicap toilet
Luckily they never latch the door
So i ask
"Your Friend?"
"Better dun try anything funny"

Then the guy came rushing out
and said that she was his girl and violently shouted at me
"what you say?"
"Don't try anything funny?"
"You got a problem?"
"i am not afraid of letting you see what i am doing "
"The way you say things ... u better watch your mouth"

which i replied to
"Hey ... look here... i am not trying to find problem with anyone
Since she is your girl ... then better take good care of her and dun try
anything funny ... that all i mean"

After which he backed off and proceed to put a brick to stop
the door from closing so everyone could see what was happening
inside

BAH

While this incident was going on... all everyone did was to look
Onlookers indeed

This girl came towards me and said "It was still nice of you to have checked"
Before returning to her group of girlfriends... about 6-8 of them all clad in bikinis
Vroom.... some of her friends are darn HOT

Sean Foo dared me to ask for their number when i go back in to dance
Say i sure have chance
LOL

GUESS WHAT?

i didn't

Accompanied Sean
See.. i am a SUPER NICE GUY
Never Leave my friend behind

After coming back ... Idris and Wei Jian and me went to see
the photo that were taken by photographer armed with a SLR
It Costed $10 to print it out
But we didn't buy cause felt the photo not really very outstanding

Sean , Idris and Wei Jian left shortly and i went to chill with Soe Sann,
Kewal and friends at the beach.....
The whole experience was totally cool
Thanks FunkyGrads For The Free Invites
Thanks My Friends For Making This 2007 Countdown Party Special
Thanks Everyone who bothered to wished me a Happy New Year
Thanks the DJ for the great music
Thanks for the weather
Thanks God for what he has done in my life and his plans for me this coming 2007

-------------------------