9Monday, April 02, 2007

What exactly are friends?

People who just come and go?

Or people who truly stay with you until the very end?

Sad to say , I've been having more of the first type of friends

Life is quite interesting with the various stages it throw you into

Constrained by various circumstances , we often choose to try breaking free from it

Not wanting to stay entagled in the web

However , as soon as we get freed from it

Somehow or rather , the grass suddenly seems greener on the other side which used to be dark

We are never contented

Sometimes i wished i had better friends

Sometimes i wished i had none

Somehow , my heart choose for me

Whom it cherished and whom it didn't

Close friends ever so close become so distant

Friends i used to hug become people i say hi bye to

Ocassional smiles and a nod of the head

"Wonderful" relationship I shared

Everything seemed so distanced now

Promises i knew could never be kept

Yet it is spoken out easily in just a snap

I grow to regret

I wish i hadn't said such things to people

To make them feel so good about themselves

Yet here i am

A living testimonial of the "friendship" i was supposed to share

Perhaps you are taking me lightly

But Ask Yourself

What have you been doing as a friend in my life?

It wasn't any better off when you left

In fact , it became much worst

Go ahead

Tell lies , stories and more excuses

It ain't going to make a difference

I was better off without you in the first place
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