I am who I am so if you HATE me , then PISS OFF

Cannot comprehend the very fact why humans are so selfish
But isn't that our human nature?
Why we all fall short of some many things

Clearly, everyone is selfish in their own ways
Be it time , money , priorities , choices and many other unlimited things
Perhaps due to the sad face that we live in a world where we are forced to be selfish

We have often tried to explain ourselves but have we found any answers?
None i tell you
All these reasons are but excuses
Simply accept the fact that you are selfish and you are the cause of it all

Stop blaming everything that happens to you
Because you had a hand in everything that happens to you
Choices you make that will determine the repercussions in future

I myself admit that i am selfish
I am I am
Of too many things that i am ashamed

I look at my current state in life and understood the harsh reality of my past actions and its repercussion on my life
All my selfish acts that seems to have backlashed at me

Memories flashback as i close my eyes
A few drops of tears hang from my eyes struggling not to fall
Suspended at an instance
Time seemed to stopped
But there was no stopping the inevitable
Smudged images as if tainted by devil himself
Yet who was the wiser to see the clearer picture?
One that was so clear at first , now disfigured by my own doings
Or one mutilated figurine of despair crying out for redemption

Fears of what the future beholds
How do i be selfless in this monger world?

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Recalling how today went by
Meet my Buddy Sean Foo for a swim at Jurong East Swimming Complex at noon
Swam a while and we just relax ourselves
Jurong East Swimming Complex was quite cool

Got a wave pool to swim in

Got a big current circle where you just need to stand on your feets and the current brings u
forwards

The adult pool was nice to swim in
i did only 2 laps and KO due to insufficant rest and all the mental torture i had through the week

There was even a funnel ride. I guess like 5 storeys high?
LOL
So so tempted to ride the funnel
But i didn't. Didn't want to leave Sean behind
Next time i guess

Sean's right leg is in quite a serious condition to to excessive running
Require surgery
Sigh
Quite worried for him
Praying that God will really heal him
Inviting him to miracle service next saturday
Just pray that God will keep the day free for both of us and really completely heal him
I believe LORD
I do
I know

After lunch @ KFC at the Swimming complex, we head to his house to shower , chill and relax before heading to Queentown for my shopping.

Brought a pair of Black and White Low Dunks for $110
Was so tempted to buy another but managed to control my spending urge
I was like on a spree to blow a hole in my wallet
LOL
Thankfully i kept my discipline

Afterwhich we head down to plaza singapura to meet Kewal for dinner
I treated sean's Dinner
I REALLY cannot stand the GST
Our meals totalled to $29.80
Service Charge 10% and GST 7% contributed $4.48
Our cost of living is seriously getting too high

After dinner, our intial plan was to go to a pub and chill and relax
In the end, both kewal and sean said they were not drinking.
I was like ..... okay... next plan then
So we finally settled on shopping
By mistake, we someone ended up on the 7th floor of plaza singapura
Cause someone didn't press our floor
So what the heck, just check the movie timing at GV and we decided
on the spot to catch a movie instead

"Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street" was our choice

Front 2 row and they gave us the side seats(HORRIBLE)
If it wasn't for sean's constant annoying nagging that it is nice, i properly would have given it a pass.After buying TIX with SAFRA card $8 movie tix instead of the normal $9.5
We walked around plaza singapura to shop

I manage to buy a FOX tee for $23
Retro print
And it is in black and white
My FAVOURITE colour
Rushed to grab some popcorn and drinks before proceeding in

I was so glad that we catch such a great movie
"Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street"

I loved the singing throughout the movie.
Loved the last scene when their blood flowed onto the gaps on stoned floor
Their poses was so artistically protrayed
Loved the rage , revenge and gore of the whole movie

Definately a movie you don't want to miss
PLEASE GO WATCH IT

We all managed to catch the last train home
Wishing more days like this would come
Retail Therapy seriously helps to make me happy =)
More shopping to be done before chinese new year
=)

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